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I'm sitting here at the computer, journal in my lap, thoughts filling my mind. My brothers are laughing over random things as they always do. Roast and potatoes are cooking in the oven and it fills the air with a wonderful warm scent. The windows are open, life feels so free right now...
Why the sudden change? Yesterday was such a mess, I was running away from my own feelings and struggles. Constantly fighting with emotions and frustrations of my life.
I'm in shock and awe that even one day after such a tangled emotional mess, I'm calm and happy today. It took me a moment to realize why. Again and again I seem to learn and forget this very important thing about my relationship with God; I can't deal with life on my own. I need God. I try to figure out how to fix things by myself, frustrations are always running through my mind, I seem to have hit a wall in the road of my life and I can't get past it. I become weak and realize that there is nothing more that I can do myself. That's when I remember something that I should have done way before falling so hard; I need to give my struggles to God. He wants to help us, He desires for us to rest in Him.
And even though life isn't perfect, with God holding me, today is peaceful. :)
God Bless!
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.`×.,¸_¸,.¤´¯) Melody ♥
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Edit: Hey guys, I can't decide which banner I want to use on my Xanga... A little help? I still kind of like the Peanut Butter cookie girl, but I like the colors from the "freedom" banner, and I just made a new one (credit: Dody49 for the flowery bg) and it's pretty and all but I don't know if I want to use it.... Which one would you guys like to see up there? ^_^
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so we're going to take care of him! 
it's gonna be tough...but we think that this is what God wants..."when i was thirsty u gave me a drink, when i was naked u clothed me" well he lost his home...and we're going to share ours 
the first trip was 12 hrs to get to MD! then 3 hrs to VA then 14 hrs back home! *gasp* that was the craziest longest ride in the whole world lol! by the end of it i was blasting music and bobbing up and down in my seat so i wouldn't fall asleep cause i was afraid my dad would! but i got to see mountains and the ocean was all wild!! cause it was storming when i was there! lol but it was pretty....just a little wet haha! well i'll catch ya again so0n! Rawk on and God bless!
