Update? From me? Yeah right. I must be seeing things.... Okay, so let me be honest in saying that I've not been "feeling" this whole Xanga thing after everyone-and-their-twice-removed-mother's-cousin started reading here (In other words, a lot of people). One week I had over 1000 people visit my page! *faints* I was starting to be approached by people in my Church that I had never meet who read my journals. My entries were just "Man, today my milk exploded!!!" and "God has laid this on my heart..." those kinds of things, but I felt like I was really being opened up and read by more people than what I was comfortable with. It's scary feeling like I'm being examined, judged, spied on by some. But you know... I really miss talking to other girls and guys who were facing the same struggles as me. You can't ever help anyone if you never stick your neck out for them... So here I go, dive on in with me!
Ah, the past two months... They haven't been as emotionally crazy as last year (and for that I am thankful!) but life is constantly pushing and pulling me around no matter how firm I stand. God has really been dealing with things in my heart. Realizing just how small and how human my thoughts must be compared to God, I feel so... covered with dirt. This morning the table had crumbs all over it, I brushed them off, ate my breakfast and left. Aren't you glad that God doesn't just come down, brush us filthy people off and leave us? He doesn't do that, He comes to us, pursues us, washes off the filth and tries to teach us to walk a better way. Why do I keep going the wrong way when I know I should turn around? Some things are just so hard to turn away from: Sin. I've had a lot of conversations with God the past week, I want His help but I'm always so hesitant to ask. I want to fix it myself and pretend it never happened. But I know I should go to God again and again! I think it's amazing that we can talk to God about things like these, He listens. Man, most of my own friends wouldn't even take the time to read all of this, and God listens and feels through every word! That pretty much rocks my socks out of the galaxy!!!
Save the children and throw out the Peanut Butter- it's taken it's revenge!!! I don't know about anyone else, but when I hear the words "Peanut Butter" I must find out why it's being talked about ('Cause, you know, I might be able to eat some...) So I was really surprised when it was being talked about on the news. Yep yep, there was some sort of bacteria in the Peanut Butter that we bought, so we threw it out. No wonder why I was getting sick! YIKES!!! My excitement for peanut butter cookies has kinda been scared off, so now I must find a new food to cheer for in the meantime! haha! Yes, YOU must help me find one! Okay our contestants are.... Waffles, Pizzaz, and Thai noddles! YESH! VOTEVOTEVOTE!!!!
Alright, last for my not-so-wondermously-awesome entry, we have... My short film! Duun duun duuuuunnn!!! Not must to say about it, other than it's in English, aaaand it's super spooky and super cheesy! I've made a few videos, though some of them aren't on the Internet yet, and others are on YouTube but I'm kinda shy to advertise their lameness. hehe. SO! Here is my Short film, "The Magic Hole"
Okie dokies, that's all I've got for now! I hope all of you guys will have an amazing weekend! God Bless!!! ,·*¯*·.¸ (¯`¤.,¸_¸,.×´¯`» .`×.,¸_¸,.¤´¯) Melody ♥ (_¸.¤´¯`×.¸..`×.¸ `¤.¸_)
